Everything (beware)

I am just going to eat everything right now. Attraction is a really strange thing. I think it seems so easy, but at the same time that bothers me and I think I'm not trying hard enough and this person's going to just disappear back into the mysterious world. I was on a normal people diet. I aborted that idea. I made a list of 233 questions to ask eventually. That hasn't made me feel any better since many of them are repeated throughout the list. Also, some of them aren't even questions. One of them is this face I made up :9 It's a smile and a tongue. Yes, genius, I know. I thought, this isn't a question, but I love it enough to pretend it is! However, many of them (most of them) are way worse still. So actually, the list would be more like 32 if I cut the crap out. 32 isn't long enough though, so I had to get ridiculous :( And now I feel silly because we never talk to each other or hang out or anything, and I am afraid my brief encounter with this person is already over. So be it, if it comes to that. I just got excited is all. And so now I am going to eat everything in the house because that's the way I am. I'm about to go out of town. Every time this happens, I get this dreadful feeling that I'm going to miss out on things. It has only been magnified by this inadequacy I feel. So, I'm going to eat everything.